Sunday, May 19

Lost Because I Let You Take Control


One does not simply get over being abused.
One simply needs a good support system.
December 21, 2011
"You've been on my mind a lot lately. 
Boys resemble you in personality and looks and ethnicity and even situations. 
Its so hard to get over you still. 
When I feel like I'm done with you, something happens that triggers that emotion. 
How can you still have power over me! 
Better yet, why DO I LET YOU behold that power. 
It usually happens when I'm lonely. 
You and me happened because I was lonely. 
But without that bad, you were perfect for me. 
Well that's what I at least thought. 
Now I have no idea what I want. 
I'm so lost and confused. 
Lost God. Lost track of time. Lost myself."

-A little over 10 months after the last incident

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